Monday, October 8, 2012

One of my biggest kept secrets...

I'm a softie. I am. I can't help it. Well, I try. My heart is so big and I feel so much that I have to shut down my emotions so I can deal with life. Otherwise I would be a big emotional mess. Tonight I just learned that many of my friends are being laid off or shuffled in their jobs. My heart is going out to them and I wish I could do something to help them.

If I was on the Titanic, I would make sure everyone else was on a life boat before I got on. That's who I am. I would organize the whole damned thing and probably order everyone about while doing it. But in my world, everyone would be saved.

So to anyone that is reading this, I care. I may not always show it. In fact, most of the time I probably don't. But my life is shifting and changing and making me more open to connecting and re-connecting. And it's nice. I hadn't realized I had become a hermit.

For those of you that get it, Wheel of Fortune, here I come. Big Money, Big Money, no whammies! :) I've had enough of those already. Time for something new. Anyone down for a ride on the Wheel?

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